gaze

found myself just gazing
blankly staring
realized something
tears started falling

from the deepest part of my memory
something came up and shook me
not really knowing what the fuss was about
only felt like my heart broke apart

i sat down and started to feel it again
forgotten dreams now returning
old wishes that never came through
the emptiness greeted me hello

many summers have passed
after the farewell she had
nothing came to cheer me up
memories lingered so that was it