how deep is your love

https://soundcloud.com/xxericmanuelxx/how-deep-is-your-love

na miss kita

yung bang sulyap sulyap lang
ayaw pahuli pero pagnaka titigan
ngitian agad sabay dedma lang
feeling na gusto ulit ulit

feeling na bawal sayo chocolates
pero patago ka kung bumirit
lam mong mamumula ang skin
pero worth it ang feeling

yung bang bawal sayo ang pork
pero kain parin sarap ng feeling
kahit bigla tataas ang pressure
hilo hilo na pag uwi ngiti parin


bawal tumingin sa iba
pero natutukso ka
imagine paano kaya if naging kayo
masarap kaya halik nya if ma try mo?


na miss kita kahit saglit lang nagkasama
naiisip kasi parati yung what could be ah
siguro ganito or ganyan after hand eh mahawakan
kiss siguro kababaliwan if first time matikman

siguro may tampuhan dahil sa selosan
cute siguro kaw magalit
kasi dimples lalabas parati
hmm agad ako kiss sayo para di na uminit pa ulo

toomuchfreetime

https://soundcloud.com/xxericmanuelxx/alipin-cover

kumusta ka

https://soundcloud.com/xxericmanuelxx/kumusta-ka

i love you

Saranghae version 2

The feeling I want to have

To hear saranghae every night

Before and after each kiss

Saranghae saranghae I must

Emptiness each time I’m not near

To you that owns my heart dear

Saranghae saranghae want to make clear

Saranghae again only this I can say

You are my water you are my air

Always I want us together

You are my sun you are my moon

Because of you I am not alone

No more you no more me

Only you can give meaning

Saranghae dear one

Wait for me on our next life 

Saranghae

To feel those words with sincerity

From someone you care for deeply

Saranghae saranghae tearfully whispered

Nothing else around me only you mattered in front of me

A passionate kiss after that

Tight embrace like we could merge our hearts

That feeling of immortality because of love

Nothing is complicated with trust

On the next life we will have

Maybe we will have a fair start

I’ll be your first love

Saranghae ill shout it loud

ayaw kong malungkot ngayon

nadama mo na ba ang ganito
yung bang naiisip mo
ano kaya meroon dun
parang masaya dun


diretso lang lakad mo
napansin mo sa daraanan
parang gusto mo puntahan
pero ayaw mo maistorbo


nadama mo baka di na maulit
kayat naisip na saglit
puntahan yung meroon dun
parang ang nais moy nandun


at nagisnan mo ang nandun
pero di ka pwede mag tigil dun
may pinatutunguhan kana
di ka pwede pumili ng iba


naisip mo nalang baka pwede minsan eh
sumaglit ka kahit sulyap lang
lam mong di ka pwede . pero kahit na
huli kana napadaan, ngayon gusto mong
parating ito ay puntahan

I miss you again

I miss you again

Like the setting sun that meets the horizon

I to want that daily interaction

Like the moon that illuminates the night

You are that bright spot in my life

I miss you again don’t want to admit

I miss you again still persist

Tried to avoid not being busy

If I get lonely coz I miss you terribly

Missing you like my heart would stop beating

After you there is nothing worth trying

Holding you the best gift above my life

To be with you ill take on heavens might

Over the rainbow

Yes I want that too

To have my dream come true

Over each rainbow I try to find you

And yet after each rainbow I saw

They were not like you

I know I just need to keep trying

Waiting for the next rainbow to appear

Might not have enough time left

Wishing to have another chance

On the next life I’ll be given

Over the rainbow I just need to find

The right rainbow that promised me love

Wondering should I even continue

I just close my eyes and try to feel you

Long time ago you said. Over the rainbow ill wait for you

a second chance

held on for quite a while
realized how alone i was
still keeping you in my heart
never gave up even after all facts

made up my version of the truth
in my arms love has always been
nothing can change that feeling
sadly only your memory  remains

dopamine

dopamine the reward  in our brains
makes us happy whatever our brains decide
feelings of happiness, that is just sad
nothing to do with our hearts


its natural for humans to have attachments
but to find the one that is just right
we all have to endure hardships
lucky if love came from friendships


sad feeling if one cannot fulfill
happy always if our needs given
just chemicals in the brain
but still my heart hurts like hell

Let me hug you

Just once more let me feel that warmth

Only from you I get these sweet thoughts

No more words please let me just stare

See my heart through my eyes I swear

Let me hug you once more

To let you feel it’s you I adore

Cannot offer more than my heart

You can have it but don’t break it in half

Well happy and sad what I felt

The second time I saw your face

The first I was happy and content

That first time was in my dreams

Now I can only wish to find you again

On the next life that we are given

Your first love that time I’ll try to be

Just like what we have always been in my dreams

ate kaye

nagulat ako tinawagan mo ako
nadinig  ko boses mo, ulit na excite ako
dahilan mo lang eh nakikisuyo ka kamo
hingi ng mumero, inakala ko namiss mo ako


pero nahiya ako kayat nagmamadali baba telepono
kunwari busy sa trabaho at yaw pa istorbo
pero ang totoo ngiti ko halos umabot na sa ears ko
ang ngiti mo kasi na imagine ko parehas kaya tayo?


pero eto tapos na saglit na sayang nadama
gustohin ko mang parati kang makasama
imposible naman kasi yun diba
wag nalang tanungin ano nga ba

pero sana magka lakas ako ng loob
yung bang usap usap at kamusta ka
ganda umaga at ganda gabi sana kaw maka tabi
madali lang masabi kasi kaharap ko lang eh l.e.d 

storm

ang pag ibig ay parang bagyo
if mahina ang pang dama mo
magulat ka nalang kaw ay naulanan 
If di ka magingat kaw ay mabahaan
at if malasin pa kaw ay iiwang luhaan
kasi naman kay lakas ng dating
ikaw na bagyo sa puso koy dumating

Superstar

I just love what I feel

Each time I see your skill

Like a superstar you are

Each glance I made from afar

Wondering how to get close

Maybe I’ll try to compose

A few lines to let you know what I feel

Asking you please let this be real

I know I’m just one of your many admirers

Nothing special I can show

But I can delight you with my flow

A few lines you can read and glow

Words that describe affection

Letters stitched with love

A few sentences that give smiles

All only means I’ll give my heart

and i saw my dream

She sat down gently on the sofa

Smiling and all, my eyes glued to her

And she noticed me and I didn't know what to say

Like a beautiful painting I just stared at her

She started talking and immediately I felt

I knew her somewhere, or was it just in my dreams 

My mind was blurry after a few drinks

But I can focus on her like there was nobody else

Listening to her talk is like sweet music 

My ears can only hear her voice

My eyes can only see her as she moves 

Life can be so cruel, only now I met you 

My dream came true she was sitting just there

An arms length away to have that ending I prayed

Well it could have been just a light year away

My dream in front of me has been taken away

a poem a day

This is what I’ve been up to

To write things down as I thought of you

But mostly pathetic lines I write

Sad rhymes it ends up

Just reflects what I feel

Only truth I have it's real

Being alone it hurts so bad

Highlights all the joy we had

Now I counted the poems I have saved

Makes me wonder why I still count the days

A poem that wishes for her to come back

Each poem I made is just that.

your poems really got me

A line she told me before we said goodbye

And I just replied, yes my poems got you

But your heart was never mine

Fell in love only with my rhymes

Addicted to that feeling

I just try to find

Recreate it my mind

Sadly it all lacks your charms

Still writing things down

How much it hurts

Since we parted ways

Still wishing to have our first embrace

smile for both of us

I’ll smile for both of us

Time left me behind along with all her charms

Keeps me company those sweet kisses you gave me

I just smile whenever I feel like it

Coz I know somewhere you are happy and contended

Smile for both of us I just wish it could be

Hoping that you still remember me

I just think of happy memories

And it’s you that comes and brings out happiness

Still holding on to promises

Never feeling any regrets

I just smile at everything

That is what she would have wanted.

being with you

I really love the rain

Reminds me of sweet embraces

Hot kisses while it pours

Just watching it gives me warmth

Rain brings out memories

Happiness I get just thinking about it

Brings back everything we did

Sound of rain is like being with you always

Not that she was noisy

Just that is sounds sweet to me

Rain drops caressing earth

Like your lips pressing on my cheeks

magic of love

Poof, I fell in love just like that

Do I have to explain it?

Magic of love I felt

Don’t pretend you don't wish it

Oh love, I know that feeling

Flying without wings

While holding hands and smiling

Fluttering feeling inside love it

Magic of love help me

Sprinkle some of that magic

Maybe next time I’ll have

That magic of love in your heart

smile

I can't stop myself from smiling

Just by remembering I smile without thinking

All around me happiness I see

Only reason, is she smiled at me

Tried to smile back but realized her bf was at the back

Well I just pretended it was me she was smiling at

Those eyes give me reason to wake up

And every day that smile of hers  melts my heart 

blank page

A fresh start, a new perspective

Someone said but I never responded

In a deep hole I made myself

Not really trying to escape

Sad soooo sad I can feel the darkness inside

Smile smile just smile, ok I can't smile

Not much reason to make a happy face

Since I left from your embrace

Sleepless nights, trying to write

Closed my eyes still just wondering about

Her face near me all I could see

Almost real I thought like this fantasy I wrote

a korean movie

yes i want it to be
my life like a korean movie
not about war or spies
but about love and how to find

feel the warmth of her gaze
after stumbling trying to amaze
smiling at me  she did not laugh
anybody will get crazy  because of love


frustrations and anger coz still can't reveal
afraid to lose the love if i don't conceal
but can't live the rest of my  life
if she does not know how i feel

i fell, hard you know what i mean
even harder was to show her my dream
a fantasy where we will never hurt
but even a korean movie makes my heart break.

yakap version 2

i love you, nasabi lang ba dahil lasing ako?
inamin ko naman agad na kahawig ka ng crush ko
ganda boses mo, tall at singit
kala ko tuloy isa na namang tong panaginip

yun kasi parati ko nakikita
sa tuwing napapapikit ako
akalain mo dilat ako
at kaw nasa harap ko


agad akong nangulit sensya na po
nadala lang siguro ng isang basong sadike
sinubukan ko lang siguro kung totoo
na ang panaginip koy narito


kinis lang nangyari
bakit saglit lang pangyayari
pinagbigyan mo akong yumakap sayo
lasing lang ba ako? kasi nadama korin yakap mo

trying to be immortal

trying to be immortal


nobody told me
about what comes after life
is it still life?
or maybe nothingness

yes nothingness i have that
once i was alive
still trying my best
to keep the rest of me intact


there was a time when
feelings i have freely expressed
somebody there to confirm my existence
now my moon is gone 

being with you

to be 19 again or 20
now i'm just being 12
childish and wishing
to being with you again

young again another chance
no more shyness i'll try
the letters i never sent
this time i'll say them out loud

back to being young
i know  everyone wants
but for me its a chance to say
"i love you" please don't say goodbye

i only get lonely when im with other people

laughing smiling and yet
i could not understand what they are saying
a few burts of conversation
i just don't like talking anymore

joking around trying to impress
i don't want to them know im depressed
in my eyes it shows even if my smile glows
window to my soul only she knows all

tried a few things here and there
a few drinks to strenghten the nerves
once i was able to score but
it just made miss her much more

alone with people around
just makes me lonely somehow
i better just go back
saddens me even more memories all i have

a glance at forever

all that work and all that pain
nobody else can be blamed
being this desperate
i just wanted to complain

not much sleep  lately
eyes closed but only you i see
in the dark i clench my fist
please let me sleep


smiling, that's you smiling
i just let my mind wonder
waiting for the next scene
maybe i'm the one you will be kissing


every night is the same
i like and hate it
driving me really insane
always there in my dreams

eyes

i like looking into your eyes
like looking into your heart
i can see what you feel
expressive eyes you have dear


happy and sad i can see it
expressive eyes i love it
but lately tears flow
eyes only show insides sorrow


i am sorry i tried to start
but my eyes spoke first
and no words came out
only the stuttering of my heart

i just hugged her and tried to console
my fault my fault i whispered slow
she looked at my eyes and said
i love you just don't go

i feel fine

wishful thinking all day i do
at night i just dream about you
and in between night and day 
is that lingering goodbye from you


i feel fine  don't worry about me
i have all those memories to keep me company
don't wanna say it is not enough
but  nothing to look forward to after that


like a bright light in the center of a room
only you got my attention 
i am firefly i just cant resist
no reason to fly if the light dies.

darkness all around  afraid to take off

i might bump into things unknown

wish you were still there to guide

with that light from you that gave me life

a melody for my life

have a few lines written down
about my running around
like gibberish no one can understand
wish someone gives that melody to my life

pain goes away with time
but i guess my heart can't understand
it still feels the wound you gave it last time
or maybe it all just wishfull thinking on my side


a sweet song i wish my life to be
just needs that warm melody
but then again i already tried a few times
all i got still are a few lines

just fidgeting around
trying to make it work
hard to sing a duet
when all i got is myself

it's over

its over


finally it is done, no more of those cheezy lovesick rhymes
maybe my eyes doesn't understand still tears comes down
my mind already counted  the summers that came to pass
but my heart still remembers like it was just last night


her eyes looked distant that night
and that last grunt from her
felt like a sword that took away
what gave my heart reason to sway


it's over she muttered, goodbye to you dear friend
nothing to say that could change what was said
not even the soft whimpering from inside my chest
she walked away and turned to wave farewell

drunk fool

the chance to say 

just wanted to say a sweet hello to you

while my heart yells i love you

i don't want to give you any clues

hope my tears will not whisper anything to you

while my eyes betray what i feel

i try to cover it up with my appeal 

you just smile and tell me its cute

oh nooo friendzoned go on and shoot

tried to hold your hand

you just let me on demand

but each time i tried to kiss you

you just smile and say no no no. 

playfully hurting me with her sweet charm

i just go on and try to win her  heart with warmth 

but then again nothing can be achieved 

only drunk fools thinks of these things.