drunk

i was happy


feeling dizzy feeling down
got alot of rum in my tum tum
struggling towards throne
holding in those bits of pork loin

dazed and confused her face i see up close
tried to grab her by the shoulders
nothing there but the doors
made it there and cried on the tile floor


a drinking problem they said i had
its a memory problem what i actually have
trying to forget was really hard to do
washing it away with gin helps numb the pain its true

still early for saturday cartoons
took a shower to wash away my blues
and yet still i dont feel clean
years of lying to her left  this stain