a love story from the eyes of a psycho..
daylight came again and still im awake 2 days of just looking out and laying down on mah bed
all i could think of was her smile the day she said goodbye, couldnt get her off mah mind
that thing that i cant refuse i want it badly i stole from under her nose.
yes she didnt even notice it was missing that quick touch on her hand made me feel heaven
she probably has more of those with her she wont notice one is missing
just one touch all i could manage i was afraid she will see me and turn away
one touch i was successful havent washed this hand since two days ago..
felt it like i never imagined something that the mind could not exlpain.
heart trembled again coz it knows i cant repeat this feat again.
i look at mah hand and imagined..im still touching her and she smiled
coz she wants me too and she is not denying her love for me is everlasting
but again i frown coz mah imagination always lets me down
i always go back to reality she is not mine and im just wishing it to be..
got to go back to real life havent taken a bath since that night
her scent i that i thought is still with me is now a stench that is me.
really need to get back into the living shed this crisis mah heart let me in.
wondered for hours how to see again i forgot she is still in the basement
her blood stained mah face and chest coz she refused a kissed.
now i am at lost for i can no longer see her smile up close
no more smiles from her beautiful face i shouldnt have hit her with that machete
ohh what a mess...
got to hide what i have done .maybe they will let me go coz i love her so
nahh they wont mind i only witnessed what happened i can tell them who to find
ill just wait here until they come .hope its soon coz she is starting to smell like old ham..
