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haven’t really proven anything to the world
planned a few things back when i was young
until now all are still plans, nothing done
like owning the house with a big pool

now i feel like a fool
bad choices made before
told myself just a few years more
but sadly i can no longer ignore

1 more year and I’m over the cliff
expecting the rest of my life with grief
nothing i have done to make me stand out
just wanted to be immortal, please have a heart