earth

tired of this, please no more of that
just wanted to sit alone, so stop.
constantly reminded that I am alive
should have just stayed home and cry

looking out and staring in
can't find that person inside me crying
even if I start screaming
can't hear anything nobody is listening

maybe tomorrow I don't have to be
waiting for someone destined for me
hoping that all will just disappear
ok ok let it just be me that leaves this earth